Hey, it's been a while hasn't it? I doubt anyone will read this but I got back my desire to write here, so I will. Life is life, but isn't that unusual? It never is quite how you think it will be. I've been spending my time in the outernet.
Though you need to add school as part of Google but it's every search result after the first one that you actually want. The other 3 million results that you will never ever want to see.
But do you ever get those days when you just try to be happy all day long but as soon as the last person leaves, you break down and try to cry but nothing comes? You can feel the tears in there and the overwhelming sadness but it makes fun of you and calls you crazy for thinking that you could tell them to get out. Those days when squeezing out a single tear is a triumph? Yeah, those ones.
Away from the sad things and I shall piss you off enough to make you happy and to make you hate me. I apologize now for the anime pictures (Bleach!), it's the best thing to show you what I mean.
I hope if you felt sad that you feel better now or if you were happy to begin with then I hope you stay happy. I certainly feel better!